Feeling guilty

I decided to skip church this morning.  The last 2 weeks I was really bored in the hour between breakfast and service.  Since I used to teach Sunday school I Was able to stay occupied.  Last night I wasn't feeling the hour of boredom.  I know I could just go to service, but I wish I was still involved.  I wanted to take a year off from being so busy, but I really miss it.  I didn't want to commit to much, because I didn't know if I'd be working retail on the weekends.  I hope I'm able to sort this (and these feelings) out soon.