Baby dream

I had my first baby dream last night. But it wasn't about the one I am currently carrying. We were having twins and going in to find out the sex of them. And we already had a girl.  We were also having a boy and girl.  We will see if the dream was right!

I want a best friend

I want someone who's close to my area.  I love my best friend with all my heart, but it would be nice to have a close friend here.  I hate being blown off and am done with certain people.  I just want that close-ness.  And I definitely miss having someone to do girl talk with.  Grab the occasional lunch, etc.  I know I'm having a baby, and that's going to change things.  I'm not going to have enough time for anyone.  I just want someone!  I'm tired of going crazy in my head, and I'm sinking into a depression about it.  Matt doesn't understand, and I'm pretty sure he blames the hormones.  I don't think it's the hormones, and I don't want to use it as a cop out.  I just wish something would happen, or I would meet someone.  I hope this is the year I make a close friend.

Welcome 2013

Hello 2013!  I'm so excited for this new year.  This will be a year of firsts, especially once June rolls around.  We're so stinking excited to meet our little one, and can't wait to find out if jelly bean is a boy or girl.  16 days!  I'm aiming to be more positive this year and full of love.  I can't wait to watch friendships grow and embrace everyone.  I'm so excited to become a mother and watch Matt become a father.  Plus I really want to see what little one looks like, that will probably be the most exciting part.  *Cheers* to a brand new year, and new beginnings!  <3